I'm not going to speak the name of the person who came to me on this social network about this. But if the words:
come out of your lips. Stop right there!
It's time to assess your situation. You're calling out for help at this point. Although I cannot speak for everyone here. I'm not professionally trained to assist in this matter. In fact i'm probably the worst person to come down about thoughts of suicide and depression due to my own personal experiences.
This is one of those moments where you need to open up to a close freind. If you don't have one of those then find a hospital with an available psychologist (the most preferred option), a church with an available preist, or sacred land you can enter which hopefully has a shaman that will speak to you! Essentially anyone who has the mental fortitude to guide you thought these tough times. Not some rando on the internet such as myself.
If you get a dismissive psychologist to hell with them and find another! There's hacks even in the medical field. Don't let that stop you from getting the help you need.
I am completely aware how jacked the american mental health system is. Having bailed people out of the state mental health clinics (It's just a nice way of saying assylum honestly. They put you in a dungeon of a room and feed you pills. They get more funding from Pfizer then the government apparently.) I am completly aware that certain mental illnesses are rewarded such as psychopathy where-as others people look down on such as depression. Totalitarianism sucks like that.
But you have to get help BEFORE you end up in that kind of place..
Here's some numbers:
- National Suicide Prevention Hotline: 800-273-8255
- Sexual Assault Hotline: 800-656-4673
- Domestic Violence Hotline: 800−799−7233
- Substance Abuse & Mental Health Hotline: 800-662-4357
For those who think I don't care and i'm just pawning you off on someone else. I am giving you to someone else because I DO CARE!!
Again, I AM NOT QUALIFIED TO HELP YOU!!! You require proof? Read some of the blogs on my website. I am one tinfoil hat away from full tilt furry version of infowars!!!
Anyhow, until next time. Server protect you.